It's year 2017 now. Two years have passed since I made this account. This was supposed to be my outlet for my emotions. I can't say year 2015 was the worst year I had, but it was the year where I got very desperate to have something to pour out all the negative feelings I had inside. Two years have passed, and I am still here. Thank God. I am still alive. I am still depressed, though. But I am surviving. I am learning.